温岚 - 祝我生日快樂

我知道傷心不能改變什麽
那麽讓我誠實一點
誠實 難免有不能控制的宣洩
只有關上了門不必理誰

一個人坐在空蕩包廂裏面
手機讓它休息一夜
難.想切歌切掉回憶的畫面
眼淚不能流過十二點

生日快樂 我對自己說
蠟燭點了 寂寞亮了
生日快樂 淚也融了
我要謝謝你給的你拿走的一切

還愛你 帶一點恨
還要時間 才能平衡
熱戀傷痕 幻滅重生
祝我生日快樂

一個人坐在空蕩包廂裏面
手機讓它休息一夜
難.想切歌切掉回憶的畫面
眼淚不能流過十二點

生日快樂 我對自己說
蠟燭點了 寂寞亮了
生日快樂 淚也融了
我要謝謝你給的你拿走的一切

還愛你 帶一點恨
還要時間 才能平衡
熱戀傷痕 幻滅重生
祝我生日快樂

還愛你 帶一點恨
還要時間 才能平衡
熱戀傷痕 幻滅重生
祝我生日快樂


English Subbed:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GnC1E8J4iwA&feature=related

Another year had passed by.
Last year was a good year for me.
I was happy because I could have a group of nice friends,
just like when I was studying in secondary school.
I had been joining them in many activities in the past one year.
I also found my happiness but it did not last long.
Now, I am back to square one.
I am all alone again.
I felt that I was lost.
If I were given a wish, I hope everything will be the same as before.
I wish that the happy moments can last forever.
If all the thing happened last year was just a dream,
I hope I would never wake up from this dream.
The reality is so cruel !!!
Why give me hope and take it away?
It was really hurt . . .

Birthday Dinner

Just back from dinner.
My parents said they wanted to celebrate my birthday.
We just went to a restaurant to have dinner together.
No cake... no birthday song... no present...
Erm...never mind ler. Big boy does not need all this already?

Buy Shoes during Chinese New Year?

I told my colleagues that I went to shop for shoes that day.
They said I should not buy shoes during Chinese New Year.
This is because the pronunciation of shoes in Cantonese is "hai (嗨)", which has the meaning of sigh because "hai..." or "haiz..." sounds like the sound uttered by someone who is expressing a sigh.
Thus, it is superstitiously not good to buy shoes during Chinese New Year.
I might keep sighing throughout the year.
It is okay for me ;)
No difference . . .
Who cares!!!

* Chinese also believes that if you give a pair of shoes as a present to your partner, it will chase your partner away.

Weird Look

This morning I saw a man in his 30's,
who had his own way of presenting himself in the LRT station.
He had a "coconut" hairstyle.
He was wearing a white singlet, grey short pants and yellow shoes.
He was wearing a sunglasses too.
There was a tattoo on his left leg. I could barely see what it was.
He was carrying an ipod and a lady handbag look-alike bag.
I feel... I feel... so funny!
LOL xD

今天忠觉得闷闷不乐得。

放工后就去 Times Square 走走。

买了两双鞋RM650。

买完了就去 Redbox 拿生日 vouchers 价值 RM300。

今年不懂我的生日会怎样过呢？

2008 -> 有29FEB。但是，我一点都不开心。我亲爱的外婆是在我的生日的前一天去世得。没有人记得我的生日。就算我的家人记得都没心情帮我庆祝了。我以前的朋友没有一个记得了。到最后我一个人跑去 Sunway Redbox 唱歌。我自己也没有心情庆祝。一路唱我的眼泪一路流。

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lUIlwrFWM9w

2009 -> 没有29FEB。但是，是我最开心的生日因为我认识了一班好朋友。我喜欢的人也包括在里面。

2010 -> ???

刚刚从戏院回来。有免费的戏票 ；）

爱真的很简单。。。

为什么要想到它那么复杂？

为什么要弄到那么复杂？

One of My Favourite Song during Secondary School

Backstreet Boys - As Long As You Love Me

Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leaving my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me

Chorus:
I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me

Every little thing that you have said and done
Feels like it's deep within me
Doesn't really matter if you're on the run
It seems like we're meant to be

Last CNY gathering for 2010

Today was "People's Day(人日)". My secondary school friends organized a gathering. I was glad they still remembered me and asked me along. We "lou sang" again today. There were fish, vegetable, squid, prawn, chicken, pork's leg and deer's meat in this dinner. They estimated each table would be around RM280. There were 2 tables all together. All of them talked about the things they did last time. I did not know how to interrupt and what to say. Now only I noticed I did not join them for a long time already. Many things I did not know. I just listened and laughed. When I saw some of the couples who were so sweet to each other, it made me thought of my ex-girlfriend. When my friends helped their girlfriends to take dishes, it reminded me of my ex-girlfriend, who did the same to me while we were on a trip in Langkawi Island. I felt down and no mood right away. They would be going to a friend's house to have second round, which was drinking beer. I was so drunk in the annual dinner. Tonight I did not want to be drunk even though I felt unhappy. I did not join them but go home instead. This would be the last Chinese New Year gathering for this year.

Quote of the Day

Falling in love is not finding the perfect person.
It is learning to love an imperfect person perfectly.

快要变熊猫了 xD

失去了她的第四十五天

我已经很努力得过每一天。
我很努力得去忘记她。
我试过逼自己不要再想她。
我以为我和她不见面不联络，我就可以很快得忘掉她。
但是，我错了。。。
我越来越想念她！

眼光光等天光 。。。

生命已经没意义

全部都是假的！
我真心对你们！
为什么你们要这样对我？
我知道我是笨蛋 。。。
我知道我是傻瓜 。。。
不死，还有什么用呢？！

Summary

The foolish things that I did for this relationship that I would not regret and thought they were worth it:

1. Bought a cheese cake from Secret Recipe and sent it to her as her breakfast at 5 am when it was raining.
2. Bought an air ticket at an expensive rate to Thailand to visit her on her very first trip without thinking of own safety.
3. Searched around for a cheap RM300 room in Bandar Utama area with air-con and other facilities for her to move in after she came back from her trip.
4. Sent a banquet of red roses to office for her on her birthday. I just wrote Mr. Pig as my nickname because I knew that she did not want to be the gossip topic in our company.
5. Organized and celebrated her birthday at Wings Cafe.
6. Bought bed sheet, carpet, curtains, pillow sheet, pillow, laundry bag, vase, lamps and cushion to decorate her room after found the suitable room so that when she came back, she could stay comfortably.
7. Spent 7 days and nights, with a few nights stayed until 5 am, to make heart-shaped origami for her. All together 100 pieces but only 99 pieces were put into a gift box. Last piece was kept by me.
8. Wrote a love letter and put it into the box as well.
9. There was also a female piggy key chain. I kept the male one. I bought this from Hanoi trip. They will say "I Love U" if two pigs were kissing each other. (Now, I guess they would not have the chance to be together again)
10. Cooked peanut soup for her. It was my first time in cooking soup. (Taste still okay and no stomachache)
11. Baked a cake for her. Although it was simple, I used a lot of efforts to bake it. It was my first time in baking a cake also. (She said it tasted good and brought some to the office to share with her teammates)
12. Bought the famous Tau Fu Fa and ABC from my hometown. (Before I started to chase her, I joked with her that I would buy her tau fu fa on Valentine Day)
13. Fetched her to work every morning when she was in Malaysia and bought her breakfast.
14. Fetched her to bus station so that she could take bus back to her hometown. (I wanted to fetch her back to her hometown but was not allowed)
15. Went for clubbing and learned to drink alcohol.

Promises that made by me but never kept:

• Would bring her to eat delicious food when she came back to Malaysia.
• Would bring her to Luna Bar to see the beautiful scenery.

**Not my fault. She kept asking her friends to join instead of going out one on one with me. I tried my best to keep my promise. It was difficult for me because she did not want to announce our relationship. In front of others, we just acted like normal friend. I could not take care of her or show my love when we go out in a group.

Promises that made by her but never kept:

• Would cook porridge for me when she came back to Malaysia.
• Would let me fetch her back to her hometown and bring me to walk around.
• Would let me choose when I was given options. (In fact, she had decided on how and what to do but still gave me hope that I had a choice)

Photos

Bangkok 2D 1N Trip

Safely arrived @ LCCT

Time to fly back. . .


Visa.

Boarding Pass.

Departure time @ departure area.





Thailand Bird Nest. Don't know cheap or not?

















Stupid guy's shadow >.<

The booths to buy shuttle bus ticket and rent car.




Suvarnabumi Airport.
It was time to go home. . .
Nice and clean.

Centre Point Silom Serviced Apartments.









Morning Thailand!
She was still sleeping xD
Night view from hotel room.
So many fish.

Cinema @ MBK shopping mall



The sleeping Buddha in a temple.






Ticket counter for Chao Phraya river boat ride.
Skybus.
United Overseas Bank?

BTS route map.
Skybus aka BTS.
Barisan National?
"Tuk Tuk"
Thai Taxi.
Thai people so "hot".

Thai bus.


Shuttle bus.
Thai Immigration.
Air Asia ;)

Started to take off. . .

Boarding Pass.

Waiting area @ LCCT.

Duty Free Shop @ LCCT.

Check In Information Board
Check In Counter @ LCCT.
Around RM 300 here.

Preparation before travelling:

1. Contact:

• Comfort Cabs +60-3-62531313
• Sunlight Taxi +60-3-90575757
• Public Cab +603 62592020
• Uptown Ace +603 92832333
• Tourism Authority of Thailand (TAT): 1672, 0 2250 5500
• Tourist Police: 1155
• Bangkok Tourist Bureau: +66-2225 7612-4
• Thai Airways: 1566 (flight schedules), +66-2280 0060, +66-2628 2000 (reservation)
• Suvarnabhumi Airport: +66-2723 0000
• Bangkok Railway Station: 1690, +66-2220 4334
• Eastern Bus Terminal: +66-2391 2504, +66-2391 6846
• Southern Bus Terminal: +66-2894 6122
• Northern/ Northeastern Bus Terminal (Mo Chit 2): +66-2936 2852 -66
• BMTA Public Bus: 184
• Telephone Number Inquiry: 113

2. Hotel

http://www.asiarooms.com/thailand/bangkok/wall_street_inn-hotel-room.html

3. How to get to Silom

There is also a stop outside the 1st floor exit for Airport Express buses, which charge a flat 150 baht and operate hourly from 7 AM until midnight, covering four routes, each taking about 60 to 90 minutes:

· AE1: Suvarnabhumi-Silom

· AE2: Suvarnabhumi-Khao San Road

· AE3: Suvarnabhumi-Sukhumvit

· AE4: Suvarnahhumi-Victory Monument-Hua Lamphong (train station)

4. Map

Bangrak Map

Room

Temporary contract for her room signed by me.
Before.
After.

A Box of Heart + Love Letter + Piggy

Love Letter.
Card boards had to be nicely cut before making the "heart".
In progress...







99 pieces of hearts inside the box...

Soup

爱心Peanut soup.

Heart-shaped Cake

Dough.

Mixed with mixed-fruit.

HOT from microwave.


Shaping it.


Couldn't make a perfect heart-shaped cake :P

Genting Highlands Trip

Waterpark.

First World Hotel

Thunder train Ride.


SPACESHOT.

Boat Ride.

Flowers

2nd Last Banquet of Roses before we broke up...

Clubbing

24 December 2008 - First time went to clubbing with colleagues and her. Celebrated Christmas Eve @ ALOHA