A few events for 29 Feb Birthday Boy/Girl

At last I found some celebrations for "Special Baby" who was born on 29th February.

If you have a bunch of friends or girlfriend or love ones to celebrate with you, then I wish you a Happy Birthday!

If you are just like me, who is going to celebrate this birthday alone, then you may find me at one of the places listed above...

29 February

29th February 2012 is just around the corner.

This means that my birthday is approaching.

My birthday falls on 29th February.

People may feel surprise when I tell them about this.

They may think I'm special because I came to this world on this "special" day.

My birthday only comes once in 4 years time.

This year 2012 is a leapyear.

Therefore, I can celebrate my birthday this year.

I do not feel excited and happy but I feel stressful and unhappy instead.

People will think that I can make it big and celebrate it grandly.

In fact, maybe I cannot even have a simple birthday party with a cake and candles.

I wonder who will remember my birthday besides my family members.

I do not really wish to celebrate my birthday party in a grand ballroom or make it so big and invite a group of people to celebrate it with me.

Even if I invite also, it is not necessary can get them to attend.

Who will really care about my birthday whether it is once in 4 years or it is on every year.

Actually my birthday wish is simple and same everytime since I was 16 years old.

I just wish to be with the one I love.

A simple home-cooked dinner or a fine candlelight dinner... It does not really matter...

A little gift or a big kiss will be all right...

However, it is kind of too late now.

I only have around 10 days to find a girlfriend.

It will be a MISSION IMPOSSIBLE for me! :-(

Unless God shows some mercy and let me meet someone within this period...

Else, I will have to wait for another 4 years to have this wish come true...

How many 4 years do I have?

Maybe this will be the last one if the Mayan's prediction is accurate... that by the end of this year will be the end of world!

It is more pathetic and sad to find out that 29 Feb is not really special at all.

If you were to search for 29 Feb 2012, nothing special will pop up.

The result you may get will be "sales from 1 - 29 Feb, meeting/congress will be held on 29 Feb and etc."

You will not get something like "today is so special...it is time to show some love to birthday boy/girl...or...let's gather all the birthday boy/girl on this day and have some fun and play some games...or priviledge discounts to birthday boy/girl...VIP treatment for customer whose birthday falls on 29 Feb..."

So afterall... I am not special at all.

I cannot even have a simple birthday celebration like anyone else...

If I have the courage... maybe I should have just killed myself on that day...

It sounds to be so special to come to this world and to leave this world on the same day... XD

People, who would like to "visit" me, can save the time and money as well since 29 Feb only appears once in 4 years...

My First Speed Dating @ Ecoba WTF Cupid's Night Out Wednesday

Theme : Where's The Fun (W.T.F.) Cupid's Night Out
Date : 15th February 2012

Time : 8:00 - 11.30 PM

Venue : Ecoba Restaurant & Bar

It was 7.45 pm and I was still at home.

I just finished blowing my hair.

To ensure that I reached the place without getting lost, I started to download Sygic into my new "babe" - Galaxy SII.

Omg...it was taking quite some time to download this application. It was already 7.58 pm when I stepped out of my house.

"Kan Cheong."

It was showing the same spot when I was driving in the car park.

"Fine." I think it was because I was still inside the car park.

It was still pointing to the same spot after I reached 1 Utama crossroads @.@

I pressed and pressed then only it showed the updated location.

I guessed I just had to depend on myself.

I went to wander around that area last week.

I just followed the same route and saw the signboard showing "PJ Trade Centre".

I turned right at the junction and came to this huge building surrounded by constructions.

I asked a security guard there and he told me Ecoba is the shop that is facing the main road.

He told me to park at the side of the road or I could opt to park inside the building for only RM2.

It should be safer to park inside.

Ecoba Bar here I come! It was so excited!

As soon as I reached there, I saw a counter.

I walked towards the counter and saw a cardboard with "mydeal.com.my" .

I presented the mydeal.com.my voucher, which I purchased a few days ago.

I was given a rating form, a coupon to be exchanged for a beer or soft drink as well as some "words" to be stuck on my clothes.

Ow man! Check this out! I am Single and Horny tonight...rawr ~~

The atmosphere is quite all right and it is quite spacious.

It was around 9.30 pm when the games began.

Each of us with a number was paired and we started speed dating at the assigned table.

Each of us was given 5 minutes to talk to each other.

However, we could not ask about our partners' last name, place we work, place we stay and NO phone numbers exchanged was allowed during the speed dating session.

I started my conversation by asking the girls where do they normally hangout at OR what do they do during their pastimes.

It was quite awkward to have a conversation with a stranger but I think I was fine with that because I seldom blushed nowadays.

My face was used to be as red as a tomato when I was talking to a girl.

After 5 minutes, time was up and I had to move to another table until I met all the seven girls.

We rated each other after the 5 minutes conversation.

Rate 1 - 10 for "Look/Style, Career, Chemistry, Sense of Humor and forget already" as well as tick "yes" or "no" for the checkbox "Would like to go out with".

I found that there was only one so-so girl out of seven "candidates".

Hmm...

While we were wrapping up this speed dating session, the MC of the night was organizing some other games at the stage area with the rest of the singles who did not get the numbers for the speed dating session.

Some participants were so "sporting" and serious in the games.

The videos were all sideways. (Sorry for that. I just bought this SMARTphone a while ago.)

The Ping Pong game - basically the girl had to put the ping pong at one side of the man and get back the ping pong at the other end. Let's say the girl put the ping pong from the bottom of the trousers and then she had to rolled the ping pong all the way until the collar of the man's shirt. Throughout the "journey", the girl MIGHT accidentally touch on "something" similar to a ping pong... xD

The Balloon game - this game required the "couples" to bring the balloon from their tummies until their chins without using the hands.

The Musical Box game - walked around the chairs and sat on the chair when the music stopped. Winner would get the Coach Wristlet.

The highest rating for speed dating - One girl and one man got to share voucher for Lazo Diamond.

I personally like and think this lady in orange-red clothes was so gorgeous and out-going. (in the Balloon game)

Ow man... Can't I have some girls like this orange-red lady to be my partner for speed dating, can I?

I think she was one of the staff or organizers for MyDeal.

Orange-red Lady, I hope I have the chance to play games and speed date with you next time. ^^

Lost:

RM15 for MyDeal voucher + RM18 for the Pasta Carbonara.

Result:

Two girls' facebook account. ( Mmm... not bad for first timer ya? But can be better... @.@ )

Address:

Ecoba Restaurant & Bar B-G-02, Level 1, Menara Bata (Tower B) PJ Trade Centre, Bandar Damansara Perdana, PJ

Tel: 03 7710 1118

Website: http://www.ecoba.com.my

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Can "you" leave me alone?

All I want is to have someone to accompany me and not "you"!

Can't "you" leave me alone, can "you"?

I notice that wherever I go, there is an empty space in either beside me, behind me or in front of me.

I bet "you" are somewhere around me.

When I am driving to work, "you" sit beside me and no one else.

Most of the time, when I am having my dinner, "you" sit beside me or in front of me and no one else.

Most of the time, when a lift comes, there is no one inside it. It is as if "you" have made sure that no one can stand near me.

When I won some movie tickets last time, "you" also made sure everyone else was busy and only "you" could sit beside.

When I found someone I love last time, "you" did whatever "you" could to break us apart.

Now, I try to find some ways to try to fall in love again but again "you" try to cast some spells so that "you" can stay with me.

Tonight, I was supposed to date a girl for a movie and I had bought the movie tickets through online system.

An unused movie ticket

She was so excited to watch the movie before I bought the tickets and she confirmed that she would watch with me.

Suddenly, she messaged me to tell me that she was not free just after I bought the movie tickets with my credit card.

I felt a little disappointed.

At the same time, I had to think of a way to prevent from wasting the movie tickets.

At my first thought, I could not invite any one of my male friends to watch with me because I bought a COUPLE SEAT!

Then, I tried to invite a female friend that was not so close with me because we just met back and hanged out for a few times recently after we left secondary school.

She rejected the invitation as she had already had a dinner date with someone else.

Finally, I messaged my university best friend and tried to ask him whether he could watch with me.

I told him that there was another problem even he was willing to watch with me.

It was the COUPLE SEAT that I had bought.

He said he was fine with that as well but he was afraid that he could not make it on time because he had a Taekwondo class until 9.00 pm. (He was a Taekwondo Master)

He said he would try to make it and that was possible if the children's parents would come on time to fetch them.

While I was about to leave from home to the cinema, my friend messaged me and told me that he could not make it.

This was because it was already 9.30 pm and his class was just ended.

He said he would be late and would not make it on time.

He told me that he would not join me for the movie.

Another disappointment . . .

I reached there at 9.45 pm sharp after I parked my car.

I picked up the tickets and managed to get two hot dogs and a soft drink to be taken into the cinema.

I bet no one would think I would enter the cinema alone, eat the food alone and sit on the spacious couple seat alone.

I sat at one side of the couple seat as if the other side was reserved for "you".



Are "you" HAPPY now? Are "you" happy to see me doing everything ALONE?!

:'(

I will never feel happy as long as "you" are here with me and I do not want to be with "you" anymore!

Do "you" want to force me until I die?!



Please leave me. . .

I am just an ordinary person who needs care, love and happiness. . .










Leave me alone...

LONELINESS, I don't want "you" to follow me again.

Please stay away from me...

My Life...

I don't know how to express my feeling now.
I feel that I don't belong to here. Either everyone is "alien" or I'm the odd one. I think obviously it's my problem. I just can't find a place that belongs to me or someone who really understands me.

This morning as usual the first thing i do is to look at my phone and hoping for a message from anyone but there is no message at all. I went out to pay a visit to doctor but the clinic did not open. I brought my youngest brother, who followed me along, to have lunch. Nothing much we talked during the lunch. I fetched him home and he continued to play his online game.

Then, I joined a friend to walk around in Mid Valley. Almost 5 pm my friend had to go. Then, I wandered around the mall while waiting for my another friend to come and watch movie with him and his whole family. I saw a lot of couples and families walking around. They were so happy and sweet together. I felt so lonely and envy them.

Finally, it's 6 pm and time to watch movie. I contacted my friend and saw him with his brother, brother's son, brother's wife and their parents. I greeted them and we went in the cinema. He asked me whether I would like to join them for dinner after the movie but I just bade them goodbye and left. I felt that I was disturbing their family day. "Why am I there at the first place?" Should I say "Why am I being brought to this world?" "What is my purpose in this life?"

I'm sure there are people out there who share the same feeling as me now or some time back. I hope someone can help me to find my way back...I'm lost!