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Why always get this kind of treatment?

If you ask me how deep can it be when I only met her for less than five times, even though we have been chatting through messenger for more than 6 months.

The time spent was quite long and love given away was so much. . .

Fate

Fate let me meet you...
I feel so happy and lucky to know you...

Fate let me understand you...
I get to know you through your blog that I found accidentally...

Will fate let me see you again and bring us together in this life?
If not, hopefully next life...


Still loving you,

Niku

Dear Bubu

I wondered, "Do I ever cross your mind?"
I seem like a nobody to you even after knowing each other for almost half a year.
Since you are beautiful and smart, I know you have a lot of admirers ranging from rich, handsome and well-built.
Am I silly to think that Bubu will ever give me a chance?
I guess I might not even qualify to be in your list.
Do I make it into the backup list?
My buddy told me that you replied my messages and allowed me to go out with you a few times because you were just merely bored or unhappy that time.
But I didn't believe him and I wouldn't think like that. I would think that Bubu was giving me chances to know you more.
Too bad I was not acting so naturally and "performing" every time we met.
That day you said that "I think I'm not your type as you want" and I would think that you're not ready to be in a relationship and not like what those comments in the internet on this phrase.
You asked me on how I know whether you are my type.
I can tell you that I am not only attracted to your beauty but also your inner beauty because I know you!
I know you from my observation and from your blog.
You have indirectly told me who you are.
You seem to be hurt and insecure in relationship already.
You said that you just want us to be remained friends as of now.
I thought at least we have time to spend together as a friend and then we see how we can go from there.
But you seem to be still avoiding me and don't even treat me like a friend.
I'll be going to Nepal today.
I wish to see how it is looked like the place that Bubu wants to visit.
I appreciate that you let me to go along with you as we discussed earlier, even though I'm not sure until now whether you really meant it at that time.
I'll send some photos/videos to you later.
I am not doing this to impress you. I just want to do something for you. I do not know how to describe it.
I guess maybe this are some silly things people do when they fall in love.
This may be the last thing I can do for you.
If you don't like, just press "delete".
I'll disappear after that.
Hopefully I can see you again in next life...
I know Bubu's life is full of hard times and challenges.
I will support Bubu no matter what.


Still loving you,

Niku

I Miss You...

I miss U everyday...

When I wake up, I'll think of U
Wonder if U sleep well last night...

When I'm driving, I think of U
Hope U will be safe everyday...

When I'm having breakfast, I think of U
Wonder if U have already had Ur breakfast...

When I'm working, I think of U
Hope everything will be all right for U...

When I'm resting, I think of U
Wonder if U remember to take a break throughout Ur busy hours...

When I'm having lunch, I think of U
Wonder if a person who doesn't eat consistently like U will have time to eat...

When I'm having tea time, I think of U
Wonder if U still have energy to continue with Ur work...

When I'm having dinner, I think of U
Wonder if at this hour U have finished Ur work, gone home and had dinner...

When I'm driving home, I think of U
Wonder if U are happy and relaxing Urself at home...

When I'm sleeping, I think of U
Wonder if U have a sweet dream and not a nightmare...

Every moment I think of U
Like this, maybe U will feel a lot pressure...
But, I just can't help thinking of U...

Can think of U, I'm very happy...

Can meet U, I feel lucky...

I just want to let U know I miss U so much...


I Love U, Bubu

Day 45 - 50 - Missing You

Sick!!! Medicine... Sick!!! Medicine... Sick!!! Medicine...

: (

Day 44 - Missing You

Fish Porridge again...

A friend asked whether I wanted to watch movie or not?

I told him that I was sick.

Bubu, have you recovered? O.O

Day 43 - Missing You

I was still very sick.

After work, I was resting at home...

Day 42 - Missing You

I went back to hometown yesterday.

First time I followed speed limit all the way from hometown back to Petaling Jaya after I heard some of my secondary schoolmates received summons from AES system.

They said there are four AES machine fixed along Karak Highway.

Bubu, how are you now? :s

Day 41 - Missing You

 TP-Link Wireless N USB Adapter 10 MYR @All-IT, Digital Mall

 Money from Piggybank. Poor Piggybank was empty~

Total 200 MYR. Not bad...

I got to know that there was a promotion from 2 - 4th November 2012 at All-IT, Digital Mall. 

I planned to try my luck to get a hard disk at cheaper price.

The hard disk price has been so high since the flood occurred at Thailand almost 2 years ago.

There was only 100 cheap hard disk available.

When I was about to reach, the person shouted, "1TB hard disk was sold out. 500GB hard disk was left 10 pieces."

After a while, she shouted again, "All cheap hard disk was sold out. Thank you for coming to All-IT."

What a disappointment!!!

However, I was happy when I received a message from Bubu!

It was the first message after more than a month.

She asked about my sickness.

I was so happy to receive her message even though it was short.

I told her that my condition was bad and I was not yet recover even after a long time.

She told me that she was sick also.

Then, I asked her to drink more warm water and take care of herself since the weather was changing.

After that, no response anymore. . .

:(

Day 40 - Missing You

 Expensive economy rice @company cafe

"Forced" to pay money for someone's baby fullmoon. I did not even know him :)

So my dinner became like this...

 My Piggybank

 My poor Piggybank

Money inside Piggybank

I wondered when I could recover from sickness...

I wondered when I could see Bubu again...

Day 39 - Missing You

Wa Tan Hor @Otak - Otak Place, Tropicana City Mall

Nothing was special.

I went to vocal class as usual and finished class at about 10.30 pm.

Ooo ya... the previous teacher went back to China because of some urgent family issues.

He had been here for a few years.

It was funny that he left when he was teaching our class.

So coincidence the timing...?

Day 38 - Missing You

Chris asked for dinner because he was nearby my area.

I told him to go for sushi since I was still sick.

I really did not know what to eat anymore.

Day 37 - Missing You

 Halloween Decoration @Tropicana City Mall

 The antibiotic pill so HUGE!

Bowling @KLGCC

Superior Soup Pan Mee @Tropicana City Mall

 Ham Spagetti @Wing's Cafe, SS2.

There was a gathering for bowling at KLGCC.

This was the last gathering at KLGCC since the organizer would be selling off his membership.

I went with Chris also.

Then, we had dinner at Wing's Cafe.

I told Chris I was still very sick.

I went home at 11.45 pm.

Day 36 - Missing You

I was on Medical Leave.

I was so sick...

Day 35 - Missing You

 Not nice wantan mee @Pontian Wantan Mee, SS2

Terribly sick...

Kept coughing!!!

Day 34 - Missing You

Resting at home and missing you...

Day 33 - Missing You

Omg! Ice...

Hot Barley Longan

I was so blur and was sleeping for the whole day on and off after eating the medicine...

Then, I was "forced" to watch movie with two vocal classmates.

I was so sick.

I felt headache and bone ache while watching the movie "Sinister" in the cinema.

Luckily, we went to the cinema near my house.

I went home and slept after the movie at around 10.00 pm.

Day 32 - Missing You

Tiramisu @Secret Recipe

 Yogurt Cheese @Secret Recipe

Porridge + medicine

It seemed like my condition was getting worse after last night movie.

I was still coughing non-stop after I seek help from three doctors and finished all the medicine.

It just would not help.

I wondered was it caused by my mind that I did not want to recover and let myself to be suffering?

Day 31 - Missing You

A fine day.

Carbonara Spagetti @Vary Pasta

It was a silent night.

Starry starry night ~~

1.5 Litre Coke

Boiled Ginger Coke

End (failed) product less than 1.5 litre. The smell and taste so strong...

I went to Paradigm Mall to watch movie.

This was the first time I went to this mall after its opening.

It was a love movie "The Fierce Wife Final Episode".

Most of the guys do not like to watch love movie.

I am fine with it.

I am almost fine with any types of movies.

I like the song of the movie.




As usual, the main characters would be together and had a happy ending.

Will I have a happy ending for my story?

Day 30 - Missing You

I was resting at home...

It was worsen.

I was coughing non-stop until I felt pain at my stomach area.

It was like coughing until the "lung also comes out"...

I felt like dying.

Day 29 - Missing You

My sickness was yet to recover.

I really needed some rest.

I wondered how was Bubu recently...

Day 28 - Missing You

It had been some time since the last time I went back to hometown.

I went back to hometown this morning.

I had lunch and dinner with family.

Then, I drove back to Petaling Jaya at around 9.00 pm.

The house was so dusty.

I started to vacuum the whole house.

It was more comfortable after vacuuming the whole house.

I coughed lesser.

Day 27 - Missing You

 Igentis @Tropicana City Mall

 Coconut Paradise

Karaoke session @opposite New Star

 Classic song book to choose songs...

 Mamak behind Berjaya Times Square

There was a gathering at Taman Desa.

Chris is staying nearby.

I just asked him to join.

I fetched him to the venue.

The teacher was teaching Salsa steps for beginner for free.

I had already completed Salsa level 1.

However, it refreshed my mind on the steps.

There were other dance steps taught also.

Then, there was a karaoke room opposite the dance studio.

It was surprised to see an Indian guy could sing Nicholas Tse's song.

Wow!

A lady needed my help to fetch her back to Times Square.

Chris and I went to have a drink at a Mamak shop after fetching this lady back to Times Square.

I was still coughing even though I had some medicine.

I reached home around 2.00 am after fetching Chris back.

I wondered what was Bubu doing there...