If you ask me how deep can it be when I only met her for less than five times, even though we have been chatting through messenger for more than 6 months.
The time spent was quite long and love given away was so much. . .
Tuesday, November 13, 2012
Fate
Fate let me meet you...
I feel so happy and lucky to know you...
Fate let me understand you...
I get to know you through your blog that I found accidentally...
Will fate let me see you again and bring us together in this life?
If not, hopefully next life...
Still loving you,
Niku
I feel so happy and lucky to know you...
Fate let me understand you...
I get to know you through your blog that I found accidentally...
Will fate let me see you again and bring us together in this life?
If not, hopefully next life...
Still loving you,
Niku
Dear Bubu
I wondered, "Do I ever cross your mind?"
I seem like a nobody to you even after knowing each other for almost half a year.
Since you are beautiful and smart, I know you have a lot of admirers ranging from rich, handsome and well-built.
Am I silly to think that Bubu will ever give me a chance?
I guess I might not even qualify to be in your list.
Do I make it into the backup list?
My buddy told me that you replied my messages and allowed me to go out with you a few times because you were just merely bored or unhappy that time.
But I didn't believe him and I wouldn't think like that. I would think that Bubu was giving me chances to know you more.
Too bad I was not acting so naturally and "performing" every time we met.
That day you said that "I think I'm not your type as you want" and I would think that you're not ready to be in a relationship and not like what those comments in the internet on this phrase.
You asked me on how I know whether you are my type.
I can tell you that I am not only attracted to your beauty but also your inner beauty because I know you!
I know you from my observation and from your blog.
You have indirectly told me who you are.
You seem to be hurt and insecure in relationship already.
You said that you just want us to be remained friends as of now.
I thought at least we have time to spend together as a friend and then we see how we can go from there.
But you seem to be still avoiding me and don't even treat me like a friend.
I'll be going to Nepal today.
I wish to see how it is looked like the place that Bubu wants to visit.
I appreciate that you let me to go along with you as we discussed earlier, even though I'm not sure until now whether you really meant it at that time.
I'll send some photos/videos to you later.
I am not doing this to impress you. I just want to do something for you. I do not know how to describe it.
I guess maybe this are some silly things people do when they fall in love.
This may be the last thing I can do for you.
If you don't like, just press "delete".
I'll disappear after that.
Hopefully I can see you again in next life...
I know Bubu's life is full of hard times and challenges.
I will support Bubu no matter what.
Still loving you,
Niku
I seem like a nobody to you even after knowing each other for almost half a year.
Since you are beautiful and smart, I know you have a lot of admirers ranging from rich, handsome and well-built.
Am I silly to think that Bubu will ever give me a chance?
I guess I might not even qualify to be in your list.
Do I make it into the backup list?
My buddy told me that you replied my messages and allowed me to go out with you a few times because you were just merely bored or unhappy that time.
But I didn't believe him and I wouldn't think like that. I would think that Bubu was giving me chances to know you more.
Too bad I was not acting so naturally and "performing" every time we met.
That day you said that "I think I'm not your type as you want" and I would think that you're not ready to be in a relationship and not like what those comments in the internet on this phrase.
You asked me on how I know whether you are my type.
I can tell you that I am not only attracted to your beauty but also your inner beauty because I know you!
I know you from my observation and from your blog.
You have indirectly told me who you are.
You seem to be hurt and insecure in relationship already.
You said that you just want us to be remained friends as of now.
I thought at least we have time to spend together as a friend and then we see how we can go from there.
But you seem to be still avoiding me and don't even treat me like a friend.
I'll be going to Nepal today.
I wish to see how it is looked like the place that Bubu wants to visit.
I appreciate that you let me to go along with you as we discussed earlier, even though I'm not sure until now whether you really meant it at that time.
I'll send some photos/videos to you later.
I am not doing this to impress you. I just want to do something for you. I do not know how to describe it.
I guess maybe this are some silly things people do when they fall in love.
This may be the last thing I can do for you.
If you don't like, just press "delete".
I'll disappear after that.
Hopefully I can see you again in next life...
I know Bubu's life is full of hard times and challenges.
I will support Bubu no matter what.
Still loving you,
Niku
I Miss You...
I miss U everyday...
When I wake up, I'll think of U
Wonder if U sleep well last night...
When I'm driving, I think of U
Hope U will be safe everyday...
When I'm having breakfast, I think of U
Wonder if U have already had Ur breakfast...
When I'm working, I think of U
Hope everything will be all right for U...
When I'm resting, I think of U
Wonder if U remember to take a break throughout Ur busy hours...
When I'm having lunch, I think of U
Wonder if a person who doesn't eat consistently like U will have time to eat...
When I'm having tea time, I think of U
Wonder if U still have energy to continue with Ur work...
When I'm having dinner, I think of U
Wonder if at this hour U have finished Ur work, gone home and had dinner...
When I'm driving home, I think of U
Wonder if U are happy and relaxing Urself at home...
When I'm sleeping, I think of U
Wonder if U have a sweet dream and not a nightmare...
Every moment I think of U
Like this, maybe U will feel a lot pressure...
But, I just can't help thinking of U...
Can think of U, I'm very happy...
Can meet U, I feel lucky...
I just want to let U know I miss U so much...
I Love U, Bubu
Monday, November 12, 2012
Tuesday, November 6, 2012
Day 44 - Missing You
Fish Porridge again...
A friend asked whether I wanted to watch movie or not?
I told him that I was sick.
Bubu, have you recovered? O.O
Monday, November 5, 2012
Sunday, November 4, 2012
Day 42 - Missing You
I went back to hometown yesterday.
First time I followed speed limit all the way from hometown back to Petaling Jaya after I heard some of my secondary schoolmates received summons from AES system.
They said there are four AES machine fixed along Karak Highway.
Bubu, how are you now? :s
First time I followed speed limit all the way from hometown back to Petaling Jaya after I heard some of my secondary schoolmates received summons from AES system.
They said there are four AES machine fixed along Karak Highway.
Bubu, how are you now? :s
Saturday, November 3, 2012
Day 41 - Missing You
TP-Link Wireless N USB Adapter 10 MYR @All-IT, Digital Mall
Money from Piggybank. Poor Piggybank was empty~
Total 200 MYR. Not bad...
I got to know that there was a promotion from 2 - 4th November 2012 at All-IT, Digital Mall.
I planned to try my luck to get a hard disk at cheaper price.
The hard disk price has been so high since the flood occurred at Thailand almost 2 years ago.
There was only 100 cheap hard disk available.
When I was about to reach, the person shouted, "1TB hard disk was sold out. 500GB hard disk was left 10 pieces."
After a while, she shouted again, "All cheap hard disk was sold out. Thank you for coming to All-IT."
What a disappointment!!!
However, I was happy when I received a message from Bubu!
It was the first message after more than a month.
She asked about my sickness.
I was so happy to receive her message even though it was short.
I told her that my condition was bad and I was not yet recover even after a long time.
She told me that she was sick also.
Then, I asked her to drink more warm water and take care of herself since the weather was changing.
After that, no response anymore. . .
:(
Friday, November 2, 2012
Day 40 - Missing You
Expensive economy rice @company cafe
"Forced" to pay money for someone's baby fullmoon. I did not even know him :)
So my dinner became like this...
My Piggybank
My poor Piggybank
Money inside Piggybank
I wondered when I could recover from sickness...
I wondered when I could see Bubu again...
Thursday, November 1, 2012
Day 39 - Missing You
Wa Tan Hor @Otak - Otak Place, Tropicana City Mall
I went to vocal class as usual and finished class at about 10.30 pm.
Ooo ya... the previous teacher went back to China because of some urgent family issues.
He had been here for a few years.
It was funny that he left when he was teaching our class.
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