PATHETIC date. LOL

I knew this girl from an online game.

She was 17 years old at that time. (end of 2010)

She is a Gemini.

I wondered why did I meet another Gemini girl.

I swore I did not want to be with a Gemini anymore.

Somewhat I still gave it a try.

Her character was a little alike my ex-girlfriend.

We exchanged MSN and phone number.

At first, we were just messaging through the online game once a while as both of us also did not login frequently.

Then, we changed to MSN.

Sometimes we talked through MSN with a microphone but her microphone was not functioning properly most of the time.

We changed to mobile phone later.

I used to text and call her with my Digi but it was kind of expensive for both of us as she was using Maxis.

I registered for a Maxis prepaid line so that it would be cheaper.

She would text me as soon as she woke up in the morning, in the afternoon as well as at night.

We had been like this for almost 4 months.

We did not meet up because I was kind of busy after changing my job and she was busy doing part time.

She also told me that she could not go out after evening.

Therefore, if I were to plan for a date then I could only make it during the weekends.

It was like almost every weekend I also occupied with something in the past few months.

Next week one of my friends is getting married.

Thus, next weekend will be another busy weekend.

Last night she asked me to hang out with her today in her sms but I did not reply.

This morning I thought, "Why not? It will be either first and last date or first and the subsequent date..."

She asked me when and where to meet.

I told her if she was all right to meet at Times Square, KL at around 1 pm but she told me that she was at Pavillion already (around 11 am).

I got myself prepared and started my journey there.

I did not even have time to plan for anything.

She wanted to watch "Black Swan".

We met in front of the cinema in Pavillion.

When we met, I smiled at her and she smiled back but looked awkward.

I suggested we went to buy the movie ticket first before going for lunch.

She agreed.

I queued up at the counter but she did not seem to be interested to talk to me and she took out her mobile phone to call someone.

The seats available were limited.

I tapped her on the shoulder and asked to see the available seats, which were just a few rows from the screen.

She just simply waved her hand as if she did not bother at all.

I bought the tickets and then she was nowhere to be found.

I looked around and finally I saw her at a corner; still talking on the phone.

I felt annoyed because of her rudeness.

I could sense that she was not interested in me at all after she saw me.

This might be that I did not look like what she expected me to be looked like.

Maybe she expected to see a tall, muscular, fit and handsome man just like most of the Taiwanese, Japanese or Korean drama actor.

I just tried to carry on the date at least until the movie was over.

Finally, she had finished with her conversation.

I asked her whether she wanted to eat sushi as lunch or not.

She told me that she had already had her lunch.

I suggested we went for a walk since it was not movie time yet.

We had a small talk while we were walking but it was VERY short because she took out her mobile phone again to check whether anyone contacted her or not and then she started to make a call again.

This time I really pissed off.

She ended her conversation after we walked for some distance.

She told me that she wanted to meet her sister, who worked as a cosmetic promoter there.

However, her sister only had lunch break at 2 pm.

Then, she asked me whether I wanted to eat or not.

I suggested we went to cafe or shop to have a drink and rest.

I asked her what drink did she want to drink.

She did not answer me as she was busy playing with her mobile phone.

I went to order my food and then I placed it on the table.

She was still playing with phone and ignoring me.

I went to buy two drinks; one for her and one for me.

I placed the drinks in front of her so that she could choose the one she wanted to drink.

She said she was still full.

I just left the drinks there and started to have my lunch.

She just kept calling her friends and playing with her phone without looking at me.

Once a while after she ended her call, she would talk a while with me.

I finished my lunch already and the drinks were still sitting there in front of her.

I just took one of the drinks to drink.

She kept talking on the phone.

I asked her whether she still wanted to meet her sister or not as it was 2.10 pm already.

She did not touch the drink at all.

I asked her and she said she was still full.

I just took it along and drank it.

We walked to her sister's workplace.

She quicken her steps as soon as she saw her sister and then they started to talk to each other.

She neither introduce me to her sister nor I had chance to introduce myself.

I just stood there like a moron for about 5 minutes.

Then, her sister and she went into Parkson.

She did not ask me along or bother about my existence.

I followed her from behind half-way and then I felt irritated.

I went to the bathroom to urinate and also texted her to meet at the cinema after she accompanied her sister for lunch.

I went straight to the cinema to wait for her.

She replied me and told me that her father suddenly came to fetch her and she had to go home. (I was like... WTF!!!)

I knew she just simply created a reason for leaving me behind.

I knew I was not tall and handsome but I was not an alien or a monster.

Did I ought to be treated like that? :s

I just went for the movie alone.

It had been some time since the last time I watched movie alone.

I used to watch movie alone without feeling anything wrong with that last time before I had my first girlfriend.

But after that ...


The movie was about a ballet dancer, who was so obsessed with ballet until she hallucinated sometimes. She felt stress when she got the opportunity to be the main actor as "Swan Queen" in the screenplay "SwanLake" because she kept thinking that someone wanted to take over her role. It was an artistic film to me. If I were to choose a movie to watch alone, I would not go for this kind of movie. Overall, this movie was not so bad after all.

As for the date...totally FAILED.

	TCHAIKOVSKY - Swan Lake - Ballet Suite [Op. 20] - Scene .mp3
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